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Valentine's Day

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The coldest day of the year has arrived, my head tilted against the cold foggy window. The time i thought of him today, the time i wanted just to tell him those few words, but those words wouldn't come out of my mouth. I felt all alone on a day where we where suppose to send with someone you love. I felt all empty inside and had nothing to lose left inside of me.

I wanted to reach out to him and whisper in his ear the words I hear everyday from everyone. I closed my eyes as a tear fell from one side of my eye. I felt the cold air push me aside as it moves on. I felt as if my world in my head had collapsed on me. I felt the coldest day of my heart break into smaller pieces unable to be put back together. I felt this day be called the Black Winter, and now all this world is being so dark to me. My heart closing in on my mind.

I felt the cruelty of my dark mind bringing me to the side of me he hates, and also the one who I hate being. On Valentine's Day I felt my inside breaking down, I felt it blowing up and exploding my minds only dreams. My dreams all becoming a part of my dream and I wished it to be reality.

The clouds above me moved in a slight blurry vision to me as my mind losses it own thoughts. The clouds darkening over my head hoping to see the sun but couldn't. I looked up to see the sun blocked out by the darken clouds above my head. I reached out trying to grab the sun but instead failed to relize the sun doesn't need my help.

As I kneel down and cries out tears, tears that fell from the side of my cheek.

'The sun is blocked because I am sad,' I muttered sobbing to myself.

I placed my hands on the concrete and cried even more for the one thing I wanted most important thing tooken  away from my life. My eyes closed as i try to hold in the tears i cry every time I think about him.

On this one day all alone when I was suppose to have him at my side. The time I wanted most to help me but it left me all alone instead of trying to help me. Tears fall from my cheek as they slowly drip down onto the ground. Unable to think clearly once again. I put my hand over my heart as the rain slowly drizzles down on my face. My eyes looking up at the sky, my heart breaking into smaller pieces once again as tears fall down my face.

I covered my face in my hands. Tears slipping though my fingers as i wish he was here with me. Wishing he was here at my side cheering me up....making the frown on my face a smile.
My heart is so soft wishing someone was here, listening to Valentine's Day by Linkin Park made me wanna write this story enjoy it :) and at some points this is the way i feel as of Valentine's Day :(
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that is really good sweetie