Sitting Here

I sat there biting my lower lip slightly, my friends behind me teasing me about me sitting next to him. The look on his face was hard to read, but his eyes show he had the same feeling I did and I was happy that time, too. Before I didn't know you at all, always wondering your name, how you felt about me, before I truly knew you, now I love the way you talk to me. It makes the smile on my face brighter, at some points I would want just to spend the entire day with you, I love you so much. I never felt this way before about anyone, when ever I see you it makes me smile just to see you. I hoped to be with you in the future and to hold you hand as we walk together.

I looked aside from you, but you notice that I could not stop myself from staring at you. My mind wouldn't take my eyes off of you. I only get to see you once a day, seeing that I am sad with that, but later on we will see each other more often...to one day finally get to hold his hands in the halls. To always smile when I see you, I feel so helpless to everything you tell me, you talk to me and I will always listen to you.

Each time I did next to you, I always wonder before how you never talked to anyone. I soon figured out why you didn't talk to me, it was only because you had the same feelings as I to. The way he told me was the sweetest thing he could have done, I knew he was shy but I urged my mind to ask him. He gave me his answer, he loved me for a few months, I felt to happy that single moment, I hear my mind echoing his name over and over again.

I wish each time I spent with him was the new best day of my life, hoping the moment would last forever, just me sitting next to him was my dream, but even more when he talks to me. As I see him smile all the time and the way I just wanted to hug him each time we met, but didn't. I turned around to see you just sitting there, hoping I could just go with you. Seeing you get off made me sad because now the one I love got off.