Last Forever

I smile everyday but only one time do I actually mean it. The time he is near me, I always smile and turn to day 'hi' towards him. I wasn't like other people in a relationship, when ever i see him I don't run up towards him and give him a big hug. He isn't like that and neither am I, I just enjoy smiling at him and talking to him. They way everyone sees it might think we are only close friends, but we think as we are boyfriend and girlfriend. I am too shy to act like myself around him, and he might feel the same way but at some points I can't help but be shy, it's the only way I am around him, but sometimes I ain't shy around him at all, I just act like myself while he is around me.

I was always wanting to get to know him better, he was already my best friends and now I am trying to become his best friend, he acts so quiet, though I still don't know why he never talks, he only talks when someone talks to him, not usually the other way around.

The day at lunch when I got to hear him play was like bringing a huge smile upon my face and the way I loved to hear him play was the best, I hoped he wouldn't stop playing too. Hoping maybe someday he will read the stories I have written for him as well.

Seeing him is like the way my mind is longing for him to be near me, I can't help myself but love him, he says he likes me too, and the way he talks to me all shy is like I want to be all alone with him, so we can chat and talk with no one around. Seeing him actually helps me in my class for odd reasons, but I love him all the way through, its hard for me to get over someone and I hope it lasts forever and maybe till the end of time till we hug and a time I will wait till me kisses me for the first time.