I smile everyday but only one time do I actually mean it. The time he is near me, I always smile and turn to day 'hi' towards him. I wasn't like other people in a relationship, when ever i see him I don't run up towards him and give him a big hug. He isn't like that and neither am I, I just enjoy smiling at him and talking to him. They way everyone sees it might think we are only close friends, but we think as we are boyfriend and girlfriend. I am too shy to act like myself around him, and he might feel the same way but at some points I can't help but be shy, it's the only way I am around him, but sometimes I ain't shy around him at all, I just act like myself while he is around me.
I was always wanting to get to know him better, he was already my best friends and now I am trying to become his best friend, he acts so quiet, though I still don't know why he never talks, he only talks when someone talks to him, not usually the other way around.
The day at lunch when I got to hear him pla
Smile Upon MeThe sweet eyes as he looks at me
His smile always making my day the best its ever been
Hoping the moment where he is next to me lasts forever
Now that he loves me too
He will be my true love for a long time
Now that he is mine he looks different
His looks to others is 'normal'
But to me he is changing to someone i love
And hopefully i look the same to him, too
Sitting HereI sat there biting my lower lip slightly, my friends behind me teasing me about me sitting next to him. The look on his face was hard to read, but his eyes show he had the same feeling I did and I was happy that time, too. Before I didn't know you at all, always wondering your name, how you felt about me, before I truly knew you, now I love the way you talk to me. It makes the smile on my face brighter, at some points I would want just to spend the entire day with you, I love you so much. I never felt this way before about anyone, when ever I see you it makes me smile just to see you. I hoped to be with you in the future and to hold you hand as we walk together.
I looked aside from you, but you notice that I could not stop myself from staring at you. My mind wouldn't take my eyes off of you. I only get to see you once a day, seeing that I am sad with that, but later on we will see each other more often...to one day finally get to hold his hands in the halls. To always smile when I see
Day Here Alone
I pulled the hair over my eyes trying to cover the sadness in my eyes. I turned my head to look out of the window.
He isn't here, what a shame I was wanting to talk to him today and maybe for a long time, too. I wish he was here just sitting next to me acting all shy like himself, the one I love it impossible not for me to love, I thought to myself sadly as i bit my jacket sleeves.
I sat quietly as I hear people talking on the bus> It was a hot day as the sun blazes down on the other kids. I didn't care, the only thing I wanted was to be next to him, Alex. My heart calls out to him, my stomach turning to each time I think of his name. I wanted to see him smile everyday, the times he makes the day a good thing for me. The only one I ever truly loved.
The way he was talented, seeing him have two electives instead of one. Seeing him playing in band and orchestra. The time I see him makes me want to be all shy again. The way he loves to play soccer with me and others let us have fun with h
I walk out of class at the end of the day rushing to my bus awaiting to sit with him. He sat there quietly as he looked out the window. I imagined my self putting my hand over my heart as i took my seat next to him. I felt the butterflies in my stomach come back to my mind and feeling, I sat straight as I looked at my friends unable to hear what they were saying. I felt as if my mind was intentionally ignoring everyone but him. I was nervous i felt my heart pounding back and forth in my chest as i handed him something.
He told me those words that i was really nice to him. I knew i was nice i got so shy i moved to the seat across from him and wrote i felt. Those words i wrote "I kinda like you" as i handed him the paper he read it to himself as i saw the smile on his face i dream every night. I looked at him as i smiled back. I couldn't help it but tell him how I feel about him.
I handed a gift he loved to see, told me it was rare to see it. He held the gift in his hand as gently grippe
The coldest day of the year has arrived, my head tilted against the cold foggy window. The time i thought of him today, the time i wanted just to tell him those few words, but those words wouldn't come out of my mouth. I felt all alone on a day where we where suppose to send with someone you love. I felt all empty inside and had nothing to lose left inside of me.
I wanted to reach out to him and whisper in his ear the words I hear everyday from everyone. I closed my eyes as a tear fell from one side of my eye. I felt the cold air push me aside as it moves on. I felt as if my world in my head had collapsed on me. I felt the coldest day of my heart break into smaller pieces unable to be put back together. I felt this day be called the Black Winter, and now all this world is being so dark to me. My heart closing in on my mind.
I felt the cruelty of my dark mind bringing me to the side of me he hates, and also the one who I hate being. On Valentine's Day I felt my inside breaking down, I f
Love At First SightThe day i look out the window after a tough day at school. I leaned my tired head against the foggy window on the side of the bus. I let my mind wonder off into space, I turned my head over to see someone.
I looked to see a 8th grader holding a folder and a pile of candy from the after school candy sell. He slipped beside me as he was trying to hid his candy from the people on the bus trying to take it from him. He looked nice to see so i help him hide it from people.
He sat and turned his back toward everyone who was trying to take the candy, so i helped him cover it up, was the only think i felt like doing other then leaning back doing nothing.
I giggled as i helped him cover up his candy, he smiled at me and when everyone got to their seats, I helped him to put his candy away before anyone else stole it from him.
I looked to see his name was Alex. Guessing he didn't know my name wasn't planing on telling him till he asked me. He lifted his backpack in front of him as I tr
Touching My Heart
The world of the sky came to life
My dreams finally awoken from their deep dark sleep
My mind turned into a sweet loving mind of hope
I finally understand that my heart was the one i love
I see the world needing more then just hope
The world needs hopes...dreams...and even love
May my heart be the only thing in my mind that shall stop me from my mind
The world is the heart of my mind and the only thing i love to hear
People all dreaming of new things and minds coming to life
My dreams all from my mind coming to reality
Finding my heart in your arms is hard to believe
When i finally hear that you say worlds to touch my heart